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I Keep Praying There's so much noise inside my headI Keep Praying by ~neodox
I curl defeated in my bed
I chewed my lip until it bled
My pillow's stained with guilty red
But I'll keep praying
Higher power
Don't stop loving me
I know I've been
A bit obscene
But I'm a little lost, you see
And I can never tell
Apart your will and mine
And that of demons
And deceivers
Or my unsound mind
Deep down I know what's right
Swear this is the last time
I'm sick of floundering
Close to drowning
Breathing in the brine
There's so much noise inside this house
I leap feet first int
A Silence I wish I could stop talkingA Silence by ~neodox
I'm running out of words
But then I might start thinking
And that just fucking hurts
I can't hear what I'm saying
The noise becomes a blur
I'm probably just crazy
Guess I'll never know for sure
I crave a silence
A break from my brain
These flashes of violence
An urge I can't name
I glimpsed the future
I blocked out the past
I'm acting normal
I know it won't last
I'm so tired of feeling
I'm so sick of the dreams
I'll never be happy 'til
I've worked out what it means
I don't know what I'm doing
But it's hard to restrain
I'm slipping with each false smile
Forgetting what is sane
I crave a silen
The Need Does it ever get better?The Need by ~neodox
The wanting, the need
To be higher than this
To be flying and free
There's a bruise on my thigh
And an itch in my feet
And the burns on my tongue
Mean I can't even speak
There these words in my head
Screaming out to be said
But I open my mouth
And the wrong ones come out
And I try write them down
To escape from their sound
But it's never quite right
And I'm losing my mind
Does it ever get easy?
Does anyone win?
I stare at the glass
And I scratch through my skin
There's a cramp in my brain
And a twitch in my eye
If I told them my dreams
Then they'd lock me inside
There these words in my head
S
Bits of Evening Jesus Christ, I talk such shitBits of Evening by ~neodox
I swear too much, I burn my lips
On excuses and pointless trips
I think there's blood on my carpet
Here we are
Standing around again
Piecing together
Bits of evening
The clouds are always
Something so strange
We'll fall together
We'll brave the pain
Holy god, you fell apart
Curse your brain and your lonely heart
Blame the system and your mom
When blood is seeping from your arm
Here we are
Standing around again
Piecing together
Bits of evening
The trees are always
Something so cool
When we're together
Everything's new
Oh Good Lord, we're such fools
We act so tough, break all the rules
We
Warica Stealth wit plays the offendedWarica by ~Caliginous-sk
Paper mache propaganda
Eased cramps on death row
We bring to light more then you know
Stained glass, of filtered fiends
The angels devils raised for us
Never deader the end approach
Can't halt this, halt weak peace cockroach
That hum in your ears is real
Interruptions yeah, hard slammed doors
This costume of ouroboros
Is a replica of an ideal chaos
If my words are sick, you're sick
You cover your eyes, with hands
You paint dirty bombs across palms
We bring to light more then you know
We bring to light more then you know
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